[Lotus Pier sounds beautiful from the name alone, and she's trying to imagine what it might look like before she reads the rest of Sizhui's message and feels honestly shocked. It probably should've been obvious, right?
In retrospect, it's probably a good thing she voiced this to Sizhui and not JC himself or else she might've actually offended him somehow or something.]
Oh.
[That's all she sends for a good minute, still trying to wrap her head around it.]
Sorry.
[Another couple seconds pass.]
It's really okay to think I have a place there?
[Another few seconds.]
Sorry. That's a strange line of questioning. I don't know. It seems obvious, but it feels almost arrogant to assume, since I'm not from your world. I've never belonged anywhere before. Did I tell you the Sect I would've belonged to before was wiped out? Everyone I knew is gone too. I only had Hisoka to teach me. I still feel like a stranger in her home sometimes. It's a hard feeling to get over, like I don't quite belong in the world...
[oh. This is getting heavy, huh. She pauses and then adds.] Sorry. Again. These are my troubles, not yours'. I shouldn't be talking about them. Text just makes thing flow a little easier sometimes.
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In retrospect, it's probably a good thing she voiced this to Sizhui and not JC himself or else she might've actually offended him somehow or something.]
Oh.
[That's all she sends for a good minute, still trying to wrap her head around it.]
Sorry.
[Another couple seconds pass.]
It's really okay to think I have a place there?
[Another few seconds.]
Sorry. That's a strange line of questioning. I don't know. It seems obvious, but it feels almost arrogant to assume, since I'm not from your world. I've never belonged anywhere before. Did I tell you the Sect I would've belonged to before was wiped out? Everyone I knew is gone too. I only had Hisoka to teach me. I still feel like a stranger in her home sometimes. It's a hard feeling to get over, like I don't quite belong in the world...
[oh. This is getting heavy, huh. She pauses and then adds.] Sorry. Again. These are my troubles, not yours'. I shouldn't be talking about them. Text just makes thing flow a little easier sometimes.