[ Sizhui reaches to hold one of Hanguang-jun's hands, without even thinking about it. There are few people with greater power to hurt his father than, well, his other father.

After a moment, his eyes turn down. ]

I... If Jingyi had stayed, [ quietly, ] I have no idea if he would have been all right with me and other people.

[ For all the people calling Jingyi an un-Lan Lan - in which people are wrong, Sizhui would always remind anyone - Jingyi is still a descendant of Lan An. One fated person... ]

I would have done my best to not hurt him or anyone else if he hadn't been, too. Right now, I think those I am close to in the kissing way are all right with all of it. I think.

[ If someone is hiding discomfort, Sizhui hasn't caught a hint of it yet. ]