Post-Prismatica

[sizhui]

ooc: For various and sundry threads for those who remember the time at Prisma.

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Cold Spring: For gusumouthcannon

[sizhui]

The only thing that has been giving Sizhui strength for a while is that for a very short while, he knew that Jin Ling had left first. So he wouldn't be missing him. He wouldn't be there, thinking how Sizhui has forgotten him.

But Sizhui hasn't forgotten, and who knows if Jin Ling has?

Other than that...

He knows the others of the Lan clan had been either from later than him, so they had nothing to remember, or had already forgotten back in Lunatia. And that was - it was fine. He was fine. Maybe they really wouldn't remember, anyway. It would be easier for them.

And Uncle Ning...

Well, anyway. At least now he knows some of the things Jingyi was talking about, of night hunts with Uncle Ning, and what Hanguang-jun spoke of about being married.

It has been a while. But Sizhui's memory is well trained. He remembers all. And he misses, oh, how he misses those he had learned to love.

So here he is tonight, alone in the cold spring. Not even trying to quench a fire, though there have been such times, before. But at least he gets privacy here.

And he can cry, quietly, for what his heart longs for and probably can't have ever again.