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[inheritedpain]

I'm not going to make an oath breaker of you either. I won't.

If your actually fated person appeared I [ deleted. ]




but of course i understand

it's not like i want him to miss all of that

even back home i


even things like
my birthday
i think about them

of course i do

[sizhui]

[ Well, good, because Sizhui might have cried a little if Jin Ling sent that. But just a little. ]

I appreciate that. What's one more thing, with a Wen [ very, very deleted. But ... truly. But it matters to Jin Ling, and that makes the thought - hurtful. He tries to shut it away. ]

But no, I think something like a marriage - it can't be done rushed or not right, no matter how much you may want to give it to him.

We'll figure it out. At least there was his birthday, and we can figure out other special occasions? Ones that matter here and now, not - not attempts to recreate the past.

[inheritedpain]

[ Maybe one day he won’t feel completely insecure about everything all the time but today is not that day. ]

i know
and i wouldn’t anyway it just

hurts, i guess

or recreate a future i don’t even know and honestly don’t want to think about

what kind of special occasions?