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text | after the ugliest of departures

[downswing]

How do you keep?

Wehhhh

[sizhui]

Hanguang-jun!

It has been a dif complicated month, and it is strange to

I don't even know how to describe it.

But I'll be all right. I know that for those who've left, either things will be all right, or what is going to happen is inevitable. And it will be all right in the end.

That is what matters the most, isn't it?

[downswing]

Your heart matters.

[sizhui]

It

It feels like a big part of it is just missing

but that doesn't make sense, because he will be all right.

[downswing]

Grief does not offend the rules.

[sizhui]

[ Sizhui's breath catches. ]

No, it does not.

But I guess I feel... selfish, because others have always had so much more cause for it, and to draw away from theirs doesn't feel right.

[downswing]

There is no empire on pain.

[sizhui]

No, of course not.

It just...

It won't make a difference if I'm sad or not, when it comes to Jingyi's absence. And if I'm not too sad, then at least other people don't have to worry. More.

[downswing]

No need to hide from me.

[sizhui]

I'm not! I wouldn't!

I mostly spend more time than usual in the room the other Hanguang-Jun has set aside for instruments practice, and I play the music that Jingyi likes a lot.

[ Lan Jingyi might appear the most un-Lan Lan to ever Lan, but Sizhui knows better. And, yes, of course he knows what kind of music Jingyi likes. ]

That's not too much, is it?

[ It is more complicated when it comes to Wen Ning, but... He can only do his best with the one who is still here. ]

[downswing]

You alone can say.