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[inheritedpain]

[ ugh ugh ugh why won’t his face cool down ]

okay
if you insist!!
lan yuan it is


i hate it
people always tease me and call me princess already
i don’t need a girly name too

but you can
call me whatever you want i guess

but only if it’s you

[sizhui]

Yes, please. I think I will like you calling me Lan Yuan.

[ There. Insisting. ]

I don't think pretty, or even delicate, things are necessarily girly. But then again, Lan Yi was a woman and she invented one of the deadliest assassination techniques, while Lan An was a man, and he created some very delicate music, so perhaps my knowledge is a little lopsided...

[inheritedpain]

[ Jin Ling just kind of has to rest his forehead against the cool tile of the bathroom wall, for a second. Lan Yuan. Well, he did this to himself. ]

all of you lans are pretty and delicate and deadly i don’t see how that makes a difference

i just don’t want people to call me princess or talk about how spoiled i am or tease me about fairy

gusu and lanling just aren’t the same about these things

[sizhui]

It

[ Yelp, he's suddenly missing Jingyi. Give him a moment. ]

People will come up with silly names, no matter what. Some people will grow out of it, some people will never realize that it says more about them than the person they are going after, and some people do it out of affection, because they fear if they don't get a rise out of you, they'll be

Forgettable. Just another person who doesn't matter.

Anyway, I mean it matters most what you think of yourself. The rest will always not know everything, no matter how much we know or think we know.

[inheritedpain]

[ there’s a pause of a couple minutes

since when had sizhui been so kind and wise


well since forever he supposes but still

without addressing any of it: ]


you can call me rulan if you want
but if anyone else uses rulan i will sick fairy on them

or you can call me a-ling again

if it’s you, i don’t mind

[sizhui]

I will remember.

But I think I like calling you Jin Ling, too. There are enough people who call you that but don't mean any respect. Taking you for granted. I like making it so you hear something else, too.

[inheritedpain]

[ He pulls his knees up against his chest as he sits on his bed, putting a hand over his mouth as he feels his face heat up. Damn it.

Fairy looks up, her head tilting, questioning, and he shoots her a quick 'hush!!' before looking back at his phone. ]



what do you want me to hear, then

[ ... asking for a friend. ]

[sizhui]

Well. Different things and different times. Sometimes it's just 'watch out' and sometimes it's 'I'm here' and sometimes it's 'please be more careful' and sometimes it's 'it's all right' and sometimes it's 'I'm glad you're close' and sometimes it's










Sometimes it's 'I care for you.'

[inheritedpain]

[




oh that made him feel really really weird
in a really nice but weirdly nervous way ]

that is a lot to expect a name to say

a-yuan




but
me too
for you
i mean

[sizhui]

Yeah, I think that's why names are so important. Because they mean a lot of things.

Thank you, A-Ling.

[inheritedpain]

don’t thank me i’m just saying!!!


anyway that’s all I wanted to say I’m going back to training now

[sizhui]

All right. Have a good session, A-Ling.

[inheritedpain]

[ Ugh fuck he likes that way too much ]

i’ll


i’ll see you tomorrow morning
i’ve been practicing so you better be ready

okay bye!!!

[sizhui]

[ Congratulations, you have unlocked next level friendship for... you, probably. ]

Till tomorrow.